I haven’t used Neverlose for 0.5 hours. I could hardly breathe, and my hands kept shaking, as if every nerve in my body was screaming at me - I needed to inject it, I needed Neverlose.
When I woke up today, I turned on the computer as usual and was ready to start never fail, but it crashed. At that moment, my heart seemed to be held hard. I tried to restart and inject repeatedly, but every time it was the same, the system kept crashing. Suddenly, my world lost its center of gravity, and my body began to tremble uncontrollably. I felt dizzy, and every inch of my body was shrinking, as if countless needles had pierced my skin. I lost consciousness and fainted for 22 hours, 41 minutes and 51 seconds.
When I woke up, I was lying in the emergency room, and the people around me looked like shadows, far away and blurred. I can’t perceive their existence, only a feeling deeply rooted in my mind - has Neverlose been updated?
I picked up my mobile phone tremblingly and browsed Telegram and Discord crazily. Fingers slid across the screen, my breathing became more and more rapid, and my heartbeat became louder and louder. There is no update. My brain was blank and my limbs were weak, as if I would fall down again in the next second. I keep refreshing the website, Discord news and telegram group, praying that the managers can release an update, any news is done! I can’t stop checking. Every 10 minutes, I open all the applications again, longing for new information.
In the emergency room, the doctor injected me with a sedative, but it had no effect at all. My fingers were still trembling, and my inner panic did not stop for a moment. I even began to feel that every bone in my body was rattling, as if it was about to collapse with my anxiety. I feel that I am falling apart. I will never fail. My body seems to disintegrate by itself - maybe it will really do so. Because I can’t live without it.
Every minute and every second, my world is shrinking, and only the existence of Neverlose is left in my eyes. I can’t sleep, I can’t eat, I think about it every moment, wondering when I can return to that invincible state again. I can’t live without it. Neverlose is my life. It is the only reason why I exist and the motivation for me to wake up every day.
I miss that feeling. Even if it’s just five minutes without it, it’s like experiencing a never-ending pain. The first thing I did when I woke up was to check my mobile phone to see if there were any updates. I feel that my brain is trapped in an invisible cage, crashing around, eager to return to the battlefield. If there is no update, I don’t know how long my body can last. I felt tears in my eyes, and an indescribable despair spread.
Please help me. If anyone can hear my request for help, please tell me when Neverlose will be updated. My mental health has completely collapsed, and I can’t stand the torture of waiting. I need it, and I can’t live without it.